The Dark Ages

  Winter is always dark and gloomy.  Just like the dark ages. Your own light and knowledge seem to vanish with the sun.  You get cabin fever no matter how ofter you go out.  And you feel like you are sinking in to a hole and will never be able to surface again.  So you sleep all day long.  Staying in pjs even if you do get out of bed.  Cooking is to much effort so you go to a fast food place and use the drive through,gaining weight in the prosses.  Which just makes you that much worse.  Then comes the watch and read of sappy depressing movies and books.  And you slowly become late for more and more things.  But sudenly the sun comes out and the sky is blue, you feel like your reason to live just came back.  ( because it did! ) you want to tell the world! "I'm back"! you smile all day long. Going to bed that night happy for the first time in ages. Just to wake up again and find out the weather was just playing with your head. For the next week there's snow and fog. you can't even imagine how the sky was ever blue. So you sink back, into your depressing hole of nothingness.  Winter is so fun for some people.  The only thing I love about winter is when it's over, well and skating. 
  skating is the only thing that keeps me sane.  If  I miss for a week no one likes to even get close to me. I go on cleaning rampages. which only fuels my frustration because I can't find any thing afterword.
   if  you meet me in the winter.  I'm sorry.  I am normally a much happier, funner person.  this is a depressing post so I'll just stop.